Anywase, I really understand how you feel about money and parents. I feel the same way. I think the best way with people is to just be honest. Say you have no money. Say your not allowed to go out late at night or to a club or something. If they are your good friends then they should understand that and meet up during the morning or something and just go for a walk. If they cant understand that then they aint a good friend really? But I do think you do more ‘bad’ things (like going out too much and spending friveriously) instead of school or a job or helping out. Maybe its better for you to neglect your friends and not go out and for them to neglect you and not call you out?

I really dont know.

miss you and your nonsense. take care.